要不然你要我怎樣!!!!!!!

I just don't like it
I really hate it
please don't said like i never try
what u think i'm still here?? I don't wanna be knock down neither
I know you want me be succeed, who don't want to??!!
but maybe it's just not the thing i can handle
Right now i really don't know where my future is,
it's like an invisible picture, can't see, can't feel...
So what should i do to keep you satisfy? Just pretend how much i love this damn job will be enough for you, WILL IT??

SHIT......... I HATE TO BE WEAK